The Star of Azazel - Azazelin Tähti

Welcome on the forums, EsotericAeon!

Greetings to all. I am Acitsym, an American female living in Virginia. I've recently become aware of the Brotherhood and this forum. I've spent ample time going through most all of the threads on the forum and have found much to think out. I enjoy the atmosphere and the sharing of thoughts and experiences.

A little about me now. I am an Aquarian. I'm 'unchurched' as they say. My parents didn't seem to consider spirituality, much less organized religion. Thank goodness. However, even as a young child I've naturally been drawn to the spiritual. I can remember being 10 or so and would go way out into the back yard at night to 'feel the energy' as I call/ed it.

My natural inclinations have never been a strict black or white path. Around 12 I bought some witchcraft books. Around 13-14 I discovered 'black metal' in its heyday which was my first introduction to the concepts of the devil, Satan, and all things demonic. This lead to a bookstore find of LaVey's Satanic Bible, which just didn't do it for me. I thought then that if that was Satanism, it's not for me.

That was 30 years ago. Since that time I've worked with Buddhism, Thelema, Gnostism, and within the last few years I've stuck my toes into mystic Christianity via American rootwork studies and practice.
I am a devotee of Santisima Muerte.

All my life I've never been able to commit to a LHP or a RHP. I've always felt there was a middle ground for ascension, which is what brought me here. Almost as if being guided. I've never been good at translating my thoughts, but I've been delighted to see what I've been thinking about for a few years in the words of others on this forum and in the COL and Fosforos, which I'm reading now. This feels 'right' to me after all these years of searching. Sorry this is so long.

Nice to see revived activity here after the recent silent period.
So welcome also Acitsym! Delighted to hear that you have found solace in our writings..

PS. No need to apologize, our space here is not limited..

Welcome on the forums Acitsym! Very interesting introduction, perhaps you'd like to start a thread on Santisima Muerte -if we don't already have one? My interest lies mainly here in the North, but I've also read a little bit of Voodoo and find it rather interesting.

Thank you all for the warm welcome. My time spent reading thru many of the treads here has been not only thought provoking and inspiring, but also very enjoyable.

Heith, there is a thread on Santisima Muerte already. I will will post to it very soon.

Hi all, I am Juan, I take some time reading the forum and it's time to enter and participate. I'm interested in the left hand path, as well as other forms like shamanism and voodoo.
I hope to learn much with you.


Greetings from spain.

Welcome on my behalf also!

Greetings! Welcome and enjoy your time among us! We all hope you can learn much from us, just as you undoubtedly have much to teach us.

Welcome!