Thank you for sharing. It's always interesting to read such personal experiences!Malja wrote: ↑Fri Apr 24, 2020 1:47 pmThere was once a man whose presence made me feel like mother to his unborn children.
It was really peculiar, because I've never felt anything like that around anyone else. Syncros about marriage and children happened when I was around him, one night I even felt a presence of a little child by my bedside asking why I don't want him/her. Luckily nothing ever happened between us and I think it was for the best because my tarot cards warned me that there will be cruelty in the relationship if it was to happen. Once we were hanging out casually and suddenly he seemed to go to a different mental state while he looked at me in a weard manner and said: "three lives... ruined".
This is why I think it's sometimes a good idea not to say yes to the children who are asking to be born.
You experience lead me to think of communication, which - in its various levels - is one one most interesting phenomenon there is. (Is there any other phenomena, really...? I mean that everything is communication.)
Maybe there was a concrete child asking to be born. Also, I assume that a person can have an entity within himself which is literally like an unborn child - that is: someone who has not been granted to exist. These unborn entities within people are hungry to be born. They are longing for a channel - the mother. Sometimes this longing can evolve into persuasion towards other people - and moreover: into manipulation and forcing. It's a process where the person is desperately trying to seek the mother outside himself, when he cannot find her within. I imagine that (some) homicides are commited by these unborns as a way to express existence.