Nefastos wrote:
Same goes for me. It's a little bit frustrating to make this deep a conversation while unsure about the terms in certain language (English is not my forte), but I think that we're doing fine considering the circumstances, & that is because there's a true mutual desire for understanding each other.

Indeed. Thank you for your patience in trying to help me understand your esoteric system and philosophy.
Nefastos wrote:
When you say that "something cannot be excluded from the Absolute", do you with the first word (something) mean a certain kind of things? I mean, do you think that there are some ideas, abstractions, which are not included in that word?
No, I don't mean a certain kind of things. I mean that the word, "something" that I used contains
any thing. Not a particular group of things.
Nefastos wrote:If you do not, then I don't understand how even any mathematical idea could be opposed to absolute, because these ideas are something too.
In my thinking, there is no opposition. Opposition cannot occur between a thing and nothing. For opposition to occur, there must be separate beings that contradict each other with their own qualities.
Ayin and the Absolute are not contradicting each other in this context. Because there is only the Absolute, it is all that is. Thus, it cannot be possible for the Absolute to oppose nothing (or something that's not there or anywhere). The clash is actually between the ideas (which are actual, existing things). The idea of being and the idea of non-being oppose each other, of course. Bu this is not the opposition between being (every thing that be) and non-being themselves.
An apple being on the table cannot oppose an apple not being on the table. But the idea of an apple being on the table can oppose the idea of an apple not being present on the table. I guess you already noticed that when I refer to this nothingness, in the apple example, I define it by despairingly referring to the apple. I mean that "apple not being present" is not the real definition of this nothingness. It is just a contextual negation of a thing that be.
Nefastos wrote:Fosforos wrote:If the other were unobservable for the concrete, intellectual, and spiritual senses, it could not be counted as existent. (Polyharmonia, chapter 1, paragraph 6)
And this "existent" means existent in any possible way, including its use in language or mathematics.
Yes, as you wrote in Fosforos, it cannot be counted as existent. This unobservable no-thing has not its use in language or mathematics, too. What has its use in language and mathematics is the contextual negation of what is already existent. If there was not "thing", we couldn't have called it "nothing" and if there was not 1, we couldn't have thought of -1. Our references are existent things that have their roots in the Absolute.
Nefastos wrote:This too has been gone through in Fosforos, but I don't try your nerves by picking another, somewhat lengthy quote. To say it briefly, I'm talking about the laya state, the point with no length at the center ("Shiva" in the last message's example). Laya is a Sanskrit word for zero, and in (the Star of Azazel's) occult energetics it means the middle point, the critical state, between manifestation & nihil. From that zero state it is seemingly possible to create something out of nothing, in all planes both spiritual & physical: it is a highest, most fundamental state of being, where everything is in absolute unity. So, this 0 is the sum total of all that is, all that could be, and even all that we could say that "it can be not" but, as we can talk about it & somehow perceive it in this way, actually has come to (and which actually always has been in) existence too. Total all, the Absolute.
Okay, I understand. I find what you are saying pretty coherent to my thinking. As I see the Absolute and Ayin (in this context, 0) as entangled and intertwined as one. Why?
Finite is an adjective which indicates a measurable separateness. Infinite, on the other hand, has nothing to do with separateness and cannot be measured. If infinity is unmeasurable and a non-separate unity of all, then we cannot know its qualities that differ accordingly. So it must no different than 0.
That's how I translated your approach to my thinking with my ignorance. Sorry if I made a mistake.
Nefastos wrote:In the light of the laya state example above, I think we use a little bit different terminologies here. I say that +1 = -1 in the Absolute (i.e. Absolute equals Ain equals Absolute), while those "+1" and "-1" which are functioning in respect to creation/manifestation, are actually Logos (+1) and Anti-Logos (-1), which can be named God (+1) and Satan (-1) as well, if we can see through the wrong anthropomorphic associations of the names. (And like I see Absolute containing Ain & vice versa, so I see God containing Satan & vice versa. To me, the occultism most fundamentally is the philosophy of unity.)
Do you think that the Absolute is the state that ascends both Logos and anti-Logos? Or do you think that the Absolute is the anti-Logos itself?
To me, the subject matter between God and Satan is dependent on impulses. Ayin cannot manifest as nothing cannot manifest. On the other hand, impulses emanating from the Absolute are enabling the principle of being both spiritually and physically. When the Absolute is in its infinite state, it is equal to zero, which means no manifestation. But when the Absolute withdraws itself and transforms its infinity to finite, separate, measurable existence by emitting its rays into a void, which functions with the impulses of Ayin, then the creation takes place.