Interesting that an entity that is the entire universe honours our humble forum with his (here I make the assumption that you are male, apologies if I am mistaken) god-like presence
The world truly is a magical and wonderful place! I would also go so far as to assume you are writing to us from the US, but perhaps that is simply my small-mindedness talking.
You will hopefully apologise me my blunt manners -let us say that us northern Europeans are not known for being social butterflies- if I am a bit sceptic of your manifest. Sure, I believe that you have experienced these things, under the influence of drugs and the probable (again a blunt assumption) spiritually traumatic upbringing. It seems common that those who are brought up in a strict religious environment, say, Christianity, tend to jump to the exact opposite but keep the intolerant / close-minded and somewhat arrogant or hateful attitude. This is often necessary for severing ties with the past, and perhaps only then one can find their way towards philosophically more enduring viewpoints. That is, if they wish.
I am extremely sceptic and doubtful of the use of drugs as means to achieve answers; very often simple hedonism or thrill seeking plays too large a role in this for me to take it seriously. And of course, one becomes so easily hungry for this kind of visions; after all, don't we all secretly hope that we would be something special, or, a chosen one. However, it seems like a shortcut and I am one of those people who enjoy hard work. And thirdly, the mass of information acquired with this method (drugs) is nothing which is easy to comprehend. And finally, astral visions should always be treated with a certain amount of patience and doubt. After all, the reason we see certain symbols or things on our journeys is not necessarily because they are exactly that thing, but they simply appear in such a manner in order to provide for us a clue.
I find it ethically questionable that you try to convince and tempt others to join you on what seems to me to be like the Downward Path (namely, a distortion) but then each of us is his or her own guardian. I do not doubt the power trip you have, and can in some ways understand it, having at times stood at the gates of immense astral strength where, as you say, it felt that all power was within my reach. Within those moments, we are tested. Do we have the ability to look, without passion and steadily, into that world, and understand our role in the universe, or do we fall like hungry children, head first through those gates and lose ourselves? This test I believe is indeed a gift from the Master but, I believe we see the ethics and reasons for it differently. Occultism is very dangerous, and your text does illuminate that precise point.
But these, of course, you already knew that I would write, seeing that you "know everything".